Do not live. Do not, the world is an evil place full of godless heathens or worse. And the mark up on the cost of your life on this hurtling rock shall not quench the thirst of all the days the universe has ever known. The knife in your gut, yes that one, the one you placed there is not unlike the plug in the full cold water bathtub. You want to pull it out, need to, you do not. You live, you live another day, oh look the wound has healed.